im thinking, or i have been thinking...and its time i took control of somethings. ive decided that im not happy with myself. so im going to start making some changes and try to help me feel better about the person i am. so im gunna start that tomorrow...wish me luck

i am also going to email my dad. and tell him what i feel. about everything. how everything that he has done has affected me. and how its not fair. im scared. im gunna ask him to start weekly dinners for just the two of us. i want to have a father in my life. and not just someone who comes to christmas. again wish me luck...

haha i love drew. he is so awesome, i am in love with that boy. too bad he lives in texas lol. its a good thing that myspace is haha...

hiletsallbescene: id be honored to sit on your lap
un4gtableromance: id be honoroed to have you sit on my lap
hiletsallbescne: <3!

hiletsallbescene: if you were here id share a pepsi with you
un4gtalberomance: aw you make me smile!
un4gtableromance: <3
hiletsallbescene: xELEVEN


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